I don't know what I did today but I think it was fun. Can you believe that the whiteness exists and there is no damaging to the eyes because of that. When someone leaves, do you cry or just cover your eyes and pretend that you can still hear them, even in your dreams? Does it give you a sort of respite? You can't even know, because this world is just a cloud of whiteness covering the Earth and land and sky and blue atmosphere that turns black in the wilderness and then the people out there constantly scream but nothing comes out. Are they empty like shells in a gun that can't fire? Can you take the pain, or does it just overwelm you like a kite that covers the sky and sun that shines down on the grassy noll. What happens if the dog barks and you can only see red and then you paint it green or blue or white or orange? You might survive, but I don't guarantee it. Nobody can, because no one is your friend and no one can save you except what you think can save you but in reality there is no savior there. Just a man on the grassy noll, or a dog or a cat or grass plant or a red thingie. But there is something and you just can't reach it, can you? I know I can't. Maybe you can try but I don't know if you can. Don't give up though.