Grr. I'm falling for him. I don't want to. I can't because I know what will happen. I'll be an angry jealous bitch and never be the girl I have always dreamed about. Then the break up will be messy and we will forever be awkward. I can't have that with this sweet guy. And besides, didn't he say he looks for religion in the girls? Well, that totally knocks me off the ladder as I have none, or none that I can find, or none that is as passionate as he is. But then, why does he say those things to me? If only I can see his face and hear his voice when he says those words. Then I might know the truth behind them and not be lured on by these false words that haunt me to the depths of my mind and ponder over it when I have any spare time. Just let me know. What can I do? What is there for me to do?